>> take me to your heart..

fabricating ~~lies~~ to cover up the truth, was just ~~not~~ the right thing to do. and if this was destined to be ~~our~~ ending, then we should ~~end~~ it gracefully too. holding back my tears on our last goodbye, ~~our~~ love did not last but at least we tried. i ~~did not~~ have the courage to say this in front of you, but as you turn your back and walk away, i can only grimace and say... " iloveyou.. "

M I C H E L L E

all those ~~beautiful~~ memories
are buried with my tears
its just an empty illusion
which ~~disappears~~ with time
now my heart is shattered
into bits and pieces
with those thoughts of YOU
imprinted deep inside my mind
no amount of tears
can bring YOU back once more
i am bleeding deep within
because of the plight we are in
did fate play a part
or was the fault with us?

-me;MICHELLE-

Monday, March 06, 2006

today is monday. as usual woke up late in the morning due to EXHAUSTION i dunno y but i m also so dead tired. so woke up at 6.30am XP but today damn lucky. went down got bus 80 liao then 135 came wahahas i wasnt so late after all. reached bus stop at 7.05am wc was waiting for me as expected at the tkgs bus stop but i dun think she bothered, too engross in her reading lately.

lessons was as usual boring and today estelli turned mute like speaker spoil laidat abit not used to it cos its like she talk no sound come out at all los. then both mi arms was hurting so much when i wrote la, dunno y think i pulled a muscle round there cos it dint wrk when i stretched it. mi legs ytd laidat oso. sian y whole body ache at the same time de so heng. gng to c a doc soon :S hope it recovers soon i carn take the pain liao and thurs gng bowling.

b boys got match then i got excuse letter to leave early but i dint go cos too late guess i was so dumb la ppl wan go cannot go i can go dun want go. -.-ll i went for e hist tutorial instead lols. then jmietan so noisy down there for once during a lesson and without fail, she was bickering wif mi on almost everything la. then was assembly after that, 2bn present that song the moment so nice i m gng to download it hahas.

anyway after that walked out wif qiumei and wan chin as usual but kena delayed by ah mah cos she took qiumei's bk put in her locker then dint want to gif bac. i dno y but suddenly gt so pissed off i scolded WTF! so loud la tink cos my stomach growling and i wanted to walk out early to eat prata and we were meeting hannah and stephanie there. so walked out after ah mah finally relented. so went out to eat then as usual we were crapping and laughing down there. but finally today topic different not wanchin is another person. hahas. finished at 5plus saw jmie at bbtea shop waiting for her 197. after that took bus home and now blogging mi mum nagging like mad asking mi to eat dinner. i carn tell her too full rite cos i ate 2 pratas like 1hr ago... :/so no choice gng off for dinner liao.

still thinking of YOU at 3:07 AM